I'm nt in mood..

31th of July..
when i go bak to school..
I'm still keen to find where is she..
I'm still missing her vr much... I'm loving her..
bt.. I'm trying to avoid her at the same time.. bt i din did it..
dunno y.. the feeling.. is really weird..
haizzz.. mayb i'm trying to find an excuse for myself only..
It's nt worth to do so..
wat should I nid to do so..
It's juz trying to hurt myself more..
I dun think it's gonna happened next time..
meet her.. juz chat wif her.. tats so easy...
tml..
i'm going to her birthday celebration party wif her friend..
she invited me..
although i'm busy.. I gonna go for working.. and hav a another party nite..
bt it doesn't mean tat I nid to avoid her by absenting for her party..
I will go for it.. absolutely going..
juz pretend it as normal..
I'll..