17th - 22th of August

WOW!!!
wat a busy school week for me...
this week.. was full of assignment, homework and activities..
It's totally suck..
it's juz bcuz of tat Karu..
aiyo.. ask him to go to hell lah..
juz bcuz of him... every1 in my class nid to burn midnite oil..
DUHHHH!!!
we thought tat penyelidikan project should b hand up at thursday..
bt suddenly said hand up at tuesday..
OMG!!!! wat the hell man..
My group still havent start wif our karangan yet.. and powerpoint together.. ding..
My group.. we did tat essay till 1AM..
then we only leave from seong house..
furthermore.. I still had to cont my work.. "POWERPOINT"
wah... did another 2 hrs.. till 3Am only finished it..
at tat.. I was totally exhausted adi..
felt like wan to die adi.. LOL!!!
The next morning.. still nid to wake up earlier.. juz bcuz wan to print out my assignment..
ding.. hw to sleep arr...
when I'm bak to school..
I could c tat every1 in our class already bcum panda adi..
all seen quite tired.. lacked of sleep.. haha...
To make matter worst..
Mr Karu said our assignment will b hand up at wednesday juz bcuz he's busy...
WAT THE FFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tat idiot.. wat did u wan.. ding..

21th of August..
the day tat we present our PA penyelidikan..
ding.. tat Karu...
said every group din did it well.. we nid to do it again.. and nid to hand up tml
wat the hell man...
thought we'r god meh...
so dam tired adi.. nw nid to burn midnite oil again..
after tuition at the evening...
ivan, heng mun, wilson, wai soon and I went to kean seong house..
to do our penyelidikan..
bt.. It's seen like every1 of us juz playing jek.. din do our work at all..
haha... wat la us.. always fooling around
around 10.. Ivan decided to go bak to take sumthing..
but i lazy to drive.. so heng mun took my car..
b4 i gav him my key.. I kept remind him.. better drive kfully.. dun meet accident..
after 2 minutes.. When I'm sitting in the room..
I heard a car horn sound.. vr loud..
OMG!!! dun tell me he juz met an accident juz in front of seong house ma..
I went out immediatly..
phew... luckily din.. juz almost jek..
yet.. I decided to take bak the key and drive it bak myself..
I dun wan to risk my car on him..haha..
we did our work till 12.. then we went to hav our supper.. till 1230..
wow.. every1 of us.. was tired adi.. zzzz

and tat day..
I KNEW SUMTHING..
SUMTHING TAT MADE ME FELT SICK ON SUM1..
IT'S REALLY MADE ME ANGRY ADI..
bt wat I do??
I dun wan to make any1 in a hot soup..
I'm forced to calm myself again..
impossible I ask myself to cre8 problem for ppl..
I cant do it.. and tat ppl tat I mention is her friend or she..
dam it.. It's complicated..
bt wat I knew nw..
My impression to her.. was totally poor adi..
I'm juz controlling myself to take any further action only..
and her.. I wont made any hope on u..
I'm felt sick on ur friend action.. I dunno whether u'r involved or nt..
bt.. I dun wan to noe anything about it..
I juz wan to forget it..
Let me threw it away.. threw it bak to the end of brain...

15th of August

15th, a lovely saturday..
our gang.. went bak to school for drama, "The Warlord of Terror"
kheng soon sold me a VIP RM50 ticket for RM25 for me..
Such a golden opportunity, such I wont miss it out..
=)
As usual, our gang..
Ivan, K.Seong, Tzen Shoon, Jia Yit, Kheng Soon, Kah Loon, Kah Fai
went bak to school and gv a cheer to our drama team..
especially Kwok Sing, Wilson and Kin Choy together wif Suji and Karthini..
The drama.. Still ok for me.. sum of the scene was totally funny..
especially the "kuanyin" and "protagonist(female)"
I totally cant imagined on it.. really made me laugh on tat..LOL!!! XD
btw, charactors tat I love the most r the Monk and Warlord..
WOW!!!
It's totally perfect.... they really put their heart in their acting.. haha...
after the drama.. most of us.. went for supper.. sure together wif GAMING!!!
lol...

14th of August, Friday..

Recently.. I felt bored wif my econ class adi..
I dun even understand my econ teacher taught wat at all..
Nt only me.. WHOLE CLASS was blur wif his teaching..
oh my god.. If this type of contidion keep happening on us..
I'm sure we'r going to die man..

In the afternoon.. as usual..
after tuition, we went for badminton game..
today a slightly diff..
the number of ppl had increased..
My classmates Alicia, JenHuey, Chooi Han, Julie, Wai Soon and little "tiny" Heng Mun oso came to join us..
and 1 more guy.. I dunno wat's his name.. juz knew tat he's ex-JPP and oso a Michaelian nw..
nw.. we gt 13 of ppl.. nt like laz time.. juz 6 ppl played only..
most of us was keep laughing when we'r having a game..

when i was recording the video the game among ivan and kah loon...
I saw her... she came and join us...
AIYOOOO!!!
y she's here...
thought she went for tuition and wont b able to cum to join our badminton game in the future..
nvm.. let it b.. juz pretend as normal..
furthermore... I'm trying to remain bak my normal life without her..
after my match.. i sat down alone and had a rest..
i cant over played bcuz of my hand injury..
yet.. she came to me and sat beside me.. juz should by shoulder..
btw.. I dunno y..
I had the minded to avoid her..
automaticly.. it came by itself..
bt i din did tat.. I juz sat at there..
juz chat wif her..
sumtime.. dunno y.. she punched me rapidly..
juz bcuz i teased her sumthing..
about wat.. I forgot adi..
at tat scene.. Ivan and Dom saw it..
they told me sumthing after the game..
they said most properly she's still gt feeling on me..
cuz she wont showed out this type of action to any boys..
unless they'r quite familiar to her..
they told me tat bcuz they'r understanding bout her attitude..
ding... mou wan lah...
like tat juz made me felt more complicated only...
As I noe.. she's nt an easy person..
For my opinion.. she always did tat to others boys in school..
did I rite?? I oso cant comfirm..
yet.. I already decided to let go.. give up adi..
I dun wan to gv myself any hope..
unless I'm vr confident of tat.. then I'll go and do it..
bt.. I dun even hav any confident..
hw could I do for it..
there's a blockage on me to gain the feeling to her adi..
a blocker built by me..
mayb me myself wan to do it..
bt there's lots of lackage of tat blocker..
till nw.. I still cant forget her.. I still loving her..

ARRRRRR!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!!!!
I'M GONNA PASSED OUT SOON!!!!
JUZ BCUZ OF TAT!!!!!!

Pembentangan PP.. PUI !!!!

dam suck today...
Pembentangan for pengajian pernaiagaan was totally suckk..
I knew tat my group doesnt bind our project work..
yet.. We'r still able to speak it well in front of the class..
Bt.. my group still kena shoot by PP teacher juz bcuz Ivan and I r the only 2 who spoke the most..
hey hey hey...
laz time u told us tat pembentangan juz nid 1 or 2 ppl to bentang it, rite??
y suddenly change adi..
ding.. I knew we din did it well..
yet.. y our teacher keep helping wan leng to answer the question..
I dun think u'r giving a chance for her to answer our question...
wat the hell man..
I dun mind tat I get a low and poor result..
bt ur action dun b too over lah..
It'll created unhappyness amongst the students..
haizzzz...
hope tat this condition wont b happened anymore..

Furthermore.. I'm totally beh song wif wan leng adi..
her action was totally ignorant..
TUI !!!!!
Luckily i'm nt hot templer like laz time..
if nt..
I'm sure I'm going to shoot her like hell..
anyway.. I dun think I'll put it in my mind..
It's juz causing trouble for me to hate sum1..
btw.. My view to her.. is going to value sumthing..
she's SUCK!!!!

Kin Choy Birthday..

7th of August..
is 1 of the 10 废材 birthday..
Kin Choy "cow one"
all of the 废材 decided to celebrate his birthday..
together wif 3 gals- Jen Huey, Chooi Han, Julie and 6th August birthday star - Jia yit..
we went to MP to hav a birthday dinner..
the party started at 8pm..
bt most of us r late and we're able to hav our dinner at 9pm..
it's late and we'r hungry..
the food was delicious bt it's quite pricey..
beside tat.. sure we cant wasted our every single minutes to hv a chit-chat wif each other..
capturing photos, recording video to entertain wif each other..

I think lots of ppl thought i'm a gay after looking at this photo.. LOL!!!

the only 3 leng lui came for the party.. Chooi Han, Jen Huey & Julie (left to right)
Doesn't tat Heng Mun and Wilson look like gay?? =)LSA3 gangzz together wif Jia Yit...

c hw happy r them.. KenChin looks too happy juz bcuz he gt a chance to take pic wif Julie..


our birthday cake to our specially birthday star, Foong Kin Choy and Lee Jia Yit..
(I bought it, LOL!!!)


















dun forget our another birthday star.. Lee Jia Yit.. see hw cool he is.. kao sei lui looo...



We had a thrilled time till 10:30pm..
every1 of us r nt keen to go bak..
yet.. Tzen Shoong was forced to go bak bcuz his father was worried of him..
Others of us.. We went to Ipoh Parade..
thought wan to go to KBOX, bt we went to play bowling in the end..
Juz all of the boys played.. the gals juz looking at us..
hw bored...
For me.. I had been forced by Wilson..
I'm nt willing to play bcuz my right hand had sprinned..
bt.. I had no idea.. Juz use left hand to play lah..
I'm still able to strike it... LOL!!
without any realising.. It's midnite adi..
cinderellas were forced to go bak..
yet.. the boys still wan to cont their activies bt we're forced to cancel it bcuz we dun wan to cuz problem to Shu Kae.. It may made him in a hot soup if he's late home..
b4 we leave.. all of us.. took another "group of sozai" photo again..c wilson lah.. spoiled the photo jor.. LOL!!!!

十大废材 !! siao man..

LSA3..
the most craziest class in Lower6, st michael 2009..
most of us..
juz noe hw to chui sui..
action vr dam funny..
keep playing fool around..
most of the time we'r nt serious at all..
and even though...
we had 十大废材 in our gang...
Ng Heok Khoon @ Edmund, Chin Tzen Shoong, Chung Kean Seong, Foong Kin Choy, Chin Wai Soon, Ivan Tan, Lee Heng Mun, Wilson Wong, Ng Shu Kae and Ng Kwok Sing..

Everyday.. We keep on laughing.. chatting.. blow water.. playing.. and anything..
Every1 of us.. non-stop entertaining every1 in our class..
My action.. Always spoke out a lot of nauseating words, disgusting action to boys.. sumtime ppl will think tat I'm gay bt actually I'm nt I'm normal and I love gal bt nt boys.. Juz said yes on gal.. haha...
Tzen Shoong, Wilson Wong, Wai Soon, Kin Choy, Kean Seong, Heng Mun and me together wif Shu Kae always spoke out a lots of suck things.. keep said "sry ar", "thx u arr" in no time althought it doesn't in a rite time..
Kwok Sing, Tzen Shoong, and even Ivan.. always kao sei lui.. lots of gals alreadi fall into the love river bcuz of them..
Ivan kept thinking and concentrating of his works, gv lots of logical thinking bt always let me bully when I spoke sum suck things to him.. He's really dare to willing to sacrifice lots for his friends.. He's a true gentleman and brother..
Heng Mun, Kean Seong and me.. we'r dared to do lots of suck things.. keep shout loudly in class tat who like who la.. simply simply said shout "leng lui leng chai" to any1 from 3rd floor to ground floor lah.. or anything..
Ivan, Tzen Shoong, Kin Choy r totally guds in sports.. totally active like hell.. proz like hell man...
Wai Soon, Kean Seong, Wilson Wong, Heng Mun and me.. we'r totally proz in DOTA.. Every friday and saturday nite.. Sure we'r going to enjoy a few matches... Keep slaying every1 without hesitate..

we doesn't hav a hard time b4..
mayb sum ppl think tat we'r unnormal, we'r crazy, we'r suck..
bt lots of ppl doesn't noe the true identity of us..
we'r quality bt we din show out..
we dun hv the indention to show it to any1..
bcuz we juz wan happiness, jovial, freedom
bt nt pressure, or controlled by anythings such as school authorities..
for the moment..
I juz hope tat we'll b gud friends forever..
ntg issues and problems will b happened amongst us..
It'll.. And I always believe wat I believe..
althought it's tough for it.. it may happen any arguement in no time..
bt I'm sure.. everything will b alright..
cuz wat I believed.. there'r no hatred amongst us for a long period..
It'll b gone if there'r any..
I'm sure..
Bcuz we'r had faith and bond wif each others...
I'm believe, sure and faithful in tat...

wa lao ehh...

my brain..
IS TOTALLY BLANKED!!!
I cant even concentrate on my studies at all
wats going on me??
I still able to sleep in the class although teachers were teaching
omg..
I dun wan this kind of thing happen on me again..
I knew tat I'm nt this kind of person at all..
I dun even sleep in the class b4..
I used to b concentrated in the class everyday since when I'm in standard 1 till Form 5..
I dun wan to destroy my future juz bcuz tat I couldn't concentrate in class..
Duhhh...
I wan to change bak myself..
Juz forget any bad and worst things tat happened on me b4..
Those things juz disturbing and affecting my mind and concentration..

GET LOST MAN!!!

3rd of August..

bak to school again..
felt quite tired..
juz bcuz of Suarasa during laz weekend..
during the assembly..
I felt weird to myself..
dunno wats going on..
felt a little dizzy bt quite normal..
when the school principle was giving his speech..
I felt strange on my hand..
y gt sum sense on my hand.. wet wet..
OH DAM IT!!!
It's blood...
My nose is bleeding..
I had a shock and stood up immediately..
straight forward walked to the bak of the assembly..
as usual for a Red Cresent member.. I was trying to stop my nose cont bleeding..
btw.. I'm wondering wats going on me..
y my nose was bleeding suddenly..
wasn't tat i'm nt enough sleep??
or my body is too warm adi??
dunno y..
It's been ages tat my nose was bleeding like today..
I'm juz worried bout myself..
zzzz..

once again.. she failed to transfer to ACS again..
she asked for my opinion..
and we hav a chat for a moment..
she asked me better take care of my health..
drink more water and eat healthy food..
dun eat oily food and better eat porridge during th school recess..
once again.. It's made me more complicated again..
I couldnt catch wat's her thinking at all..
I dunno I should control myself by approaching on her by nw or wat..
I dunno whether it's wise for me to do so or nt..
for me.. I think time show me the way and the result..

1st and 2nd of August.. A busy weekend for me..

A busy day for me..
since 0730 during in the morning..
i went to Dataran Ipoh Perak for working in the Suarasa event..
working under Raymond again..
This time.. It's totally hard for me to cont my work..
my mood nt exactly stable...
furthermore.. there's lots of celcom dealers were promoting..
it's totally hard...
I'm juz manage to get sum forms only.. nt much.. juz 3 mainline.. juz RM100..
anyway.. ntg regret for me..
at least i still can did sum forms although i'm moody...

Seen the sky went darker and darker adi..
she invited me to MP to hav a party celebration wif her friends at nite..
actually i dun wan to go..
bt.. when i think bak everything..
i shouldn't avoid and juz absent although I had promised her tat I'm cuming...
it's totally ignorant..
In the end.. I decided to went there and celebrated her belated birthday party..
I brought clothes b4 i went to work..
I changed it b4 I went to MP.. I'm still even used my perfume too.. LOL!!!
once i arrived.. she's waiting and welcome me at the front door..
i saw she was wearing the hand-chain tat i presented to her during her birthday..
I felt weird..
when i'm having my food..
she came and sat beside me to tell me tat every1 was praising her hand-chain was pretty and beautiful...
she oso said tat she'll beat whoever try to touch the hand-chain..
I'm wondering y she told me tat..
It's made me think deeper and deeper..
haizzz.. wats going on???!?! I oso nt sure wif tat..
After the dinner.. I left earlier bcuz i'm going to yongchyn party...
once again.. she went out wif me b4 she cont her party.... dunno y...
She told me tat better bkful and dun drive so faz bcuz I told her tat I almost met sum accidents recently since after thursday..
then she sms me and tell me sumthing, she said "u'r gud. If that thing was nt happenned on me, I'll accept u..
It's made me more complicated adi..
Haizz... I dun wan to think so much adi..
I'm totally blur blur..
After she told me better drive kfully..
I really drive patiently without speeding.. It's totally maintain 40-50kmph..
dunno y.. 1st time happenned on me..
her words totally affected me.. zzzzz
let it b.. let it b.. dun think so much..

10pm.. I went to yeongchyn birthday party and stayed overnite at his house....
most of them r JPP friends..
we'r having chit-chatting will midnite and went to bed at 1:30am..
It's totally exhausted..
I worked for uncountable hrs and still able to mad wif them...
zzzz
exhausted.. Straight lay down on yeongchyn bed and slept adi..

It's havent ended yet..
Kean Seong, Winson, Cintui, Jia Ming were forcing Ivan and me to wake up at 6..
And go to E3 to play games..
WAH!!!!
I'm in a dead beat and bcame panda adi.. Still nid to go to play games..
Haizz... forced to do so..
Played untill 815 and I decided to stop and went to breakfaz...
after tat.. I went bak home..
It's raining..
such a gud and comfortable condition..
I decided to take a short nap b4 I went to work..
haha..
1030 I only arrived there..
hhoho.. ntg happenned..
In the end.. I still manage to get 4forms only..
It's enough for me adi.. satisfied adi..
dun overhope...
Leave at 730pm..
once again.. I drive patiently again.. vr kful..
her words affected me again..
zzzz... wats going on me!!!
duhh.. dun care it..