14th of August, Friday..

Recently.. I felt bored wif my econ class adi..
I dun even understand my econ teacher taught wat at all..
Nt only me.. WHOLE CLASS was blur wif his teaching..
oh my god.. If this type of contidion keep happening on us..
I'm sure we'r going to die man..

In the afternoon.. as usual..
after tuition, we went for badminton game..
today a slightly diff..
the number of ppl had increased..
My classmates Alicia, JenHuey, Chooi Han, Julie, Wai Soon and little "tiny" Heng Mun oso came to join us..
and 1 more guy.. I dunno wat's his name.. juz knew tat he's ex-JPP and oso a Michaelian nw..
nw.. we gt 13 of ppl.. nt like laz time.. juz 6 ppl played only..
most of us was keep laughing when we'r having a game..

when i was recording the video the game among ivan and kah loon...
I saw her... she came and join us...
AIYOOOO!!!
y she's here...
thought she went for tuition and wont b able to cum to join our badminton game in the future..
nvm.. let it b.. juz pretend as normal..
furthermore... I'm trying to remain bak my normal life without her..
after my match.. i sat down alone and had a rest..
i cant over played bcuz of my hand injury..
yet.. she came to me and sat beside me.. juz should by shoulder..
btw.. I dunno y..
I had the minded to avoid her..
automaticly.. it came by itself..
bt i din did tat.. I juz sat at there..
juz chat wif her..
sumtime.. dunno y.. she punched me rapidly..
juz bcuz i teased her sumthing..
about wat.. I forgot adi..
at tat scene.. Ivan and Dom saw it..
they told me sumthing after the game..
they said most properly she's still gt feeling on me..
cuz she wont showed out this type of action to any boys..
unless they'r quite familiar to her..
they told me tat bcuz they'r understanding bout her attitude..
ding... mou wan lah...
like tat juz made me felt more complicated only...
As I noe.. she's nt an easy person..
For my opinion.. she always did tat to others boys in school..
did I rite?? I oso cant comfirm..
yet.. I already decided to let go.. give up adi..
I dun wan to gv myself any hope..
unless I'm vr confident of tat.. then I'll go and do it..
bt.. I dun even hav any confident..
hw could I do for it..
there's a blockage on me to gain the feeling to her adi..
a blocker built by me..
mayb me myself wan to do it..
bt there's lots of lackage of tat blocker..
till nw.. I still cant forget her.. I still loving her..

ARRRRRR!!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!!!!
I'M GONNA PASSED OUT SOON!!!!
JUZ BCUZ OF TAT!!!!!!